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Essay On Self Identity

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Introduction This paper has become a release for me. A form of self-therapy that recounts my experiences on a journey through self-acceptance. This journey parallels Native Americans' struggles for the right to live on land that was originally theirs. This journey recounts my experiences through the connection to three points in my life in which I am yearning for love and the liberty of individuality and non-judgment, a journey that has been impacted by racist and sexist narratives presented by the media and American culture. The Pre - Columbian time period will be paralleled with my childhood where I was able to experience life fully and unrestricted. A point in which my black identity was defined by my Jamaican roots. This ability …show more content…

My portion of US Colonization will be paralleled with the question of choosing between the impossible, "conversion or decimation. The belief system imposed on me by American culture has been "adhere to your role as a black woman or risk prison, death or alienation". AN almost impossible decision to make because to assimilate means to abandon my blackness and to rebel means that there is a negative impact on my class status. My desire for love and acceptance is a metaphor for the Native desire for liberation from colonization. "Perfect self-confidence." I was born in Panama, a country whose roots are unknown to me but a place I nevertheless my place of origin. I was born to military parents, Jamaican immigrants who came over to the United States during the immigration boom in the 90's. Two weeks after I was born my family migrated to Germany, a place where I would spend the next 9 years of my life, the place I call home. Growing up in Germany I never experienced racism. An experience that can be paralleled to the Native Americans Pre- Columbian communities. It was sort of a utopia, a perfect childhood in which I had no understanding of what it meant to be black or woman. Luckily I was too young, living in Germany to be subjected to society's expectations of my femininity and fast approaching womanhood. In pre- Columbian times Native communities developed systems of government, agricultural management techniques, and

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